May 11, 2019 2 min read 4 Comments

There's something more I want to accomplish with my life, but I'm not entirely sure how to make that happen.

Building my store in Anchorage, as well as my online store, has been a dream come true. I am thrilled when I see my happy Islanders, when they send photos of themselves wearing Crab Terror Island clothing, when they come by the shop and share their story with me. I have had the great fortune to have touched the lives of many women and they have certainly touched mine. I'm a better person for having this experience.

Down in my heart I feel there's something more I am longing for. I can't really put it into words, but I'm working on it. I've been spending a great deal of time working through this in my mind and in my heart. But for now, I'm unsure as to how this will pan out.

When I talk to those around me I know they love me and want to help me, but they don't understand. It's hard to share something I feel with words since I can't articulate what's going on inside of me.

"You should just be fine."
"Are you ever going to be happy?"
"You are already so successful! What more could you want?"

These responses show me I'm not expressing myself properly. 

Have you ever felt this way? Have you ever felt this longing that you can't express?

What I know is this; I want to know how I can connect with you, my Islanders, and really, REALLY impact your lives in a positive manner, much beyond the way I am now. 

I'll keep you updated as I process through this. 

 

Love hearing from you, so please leave a comment below!

Chat soon!

Sina


4 Responses

Alicia Warren
Alicia Warren

May 23, 2019

Carma & Robin said it so beautifully! You are an artist, a creative mind! You will always be craving for more, looking for a new project. I fill this way all the time. I am married with 3 beautiful, happy, healthy children. They are achieving great things every day, I am working a job I love and chasing after them constantly helping them achieve their goals, yet I always have that feeling…. I am missing something? Or I am can be doing something more? I just think it’s part of the artists mind or the perfectionist in us. Keep moving and striving! It’s not a bad thing, it’s that drive that has made everything possible for you. I am sure something wonderful is in your brain right now, stirring around.

Carma Johnston
Carma Johnston

May 13, 2019

Sena, keep listening to your intuition. Stay still in the moment. Be open and ready. Excited by the prospect of this next chapter. It will reveal itself when you are ready to see it. Much love and hugs

Robin Parsons
Robin Parsons

May 13, 2019

Often the most challenging process results in extraordinary clarity. The trick is to stay patient through the unpleasantness. It can’t be rushed and no one should pressure you to attain that clarity. It will come!

Carolyn Black
Carolyn Black

May 13, 2019

Sina ~ You are rocking it out of the park, if you are made for more ~ GO FOR IT!! Your possibilities are endless!!

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